I Love These Pants.

Instead.....

Well.... I need to start working on these games I have lined up. Xenosaga, Skies of Arcadia, and Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne. I haven't played through an RPG for quite a long time. I don't know why, but it takes me awhile to work up to playing one. Maybe it's the commitment to finish it lol. I love great stories, in any medium, and I know that RPGs can be some of the best, it just takes a while for me to feel like playing one.

I was going to start with Skies of Arcadia, but my sister still has my memory card..... with ALL my saves on it..... that makes me nervous. So instead of starting Xeno instead, I'm sitting here writing about starting Xeno, because that's what I'm best at. Talking about doing stuff instead of doing it. Also, Xeno and Skies aren't mine, I borrowed them from Rob last year, and they've just been sitting here, collecting dust and making people think I own more games than I do.

So yeah, I need to get some play time in.......after Futurama ends.

Bah.

Godamn Scanner. I spent all day downloading who knows what onto my computer trying to make the damn thing work, but to no avail. I can probably run any scanner on the market today, except this one. Bah.

Second Comings.....lol.

Isn't it funny how in, what seems like a small amount of time, so many things can happen and change.

So far 2005 has been a stressful one. Imagine that. In just a few months everything from financial ruin to major surgery has been thrown at my family. My family is a tough one, though. We've done the no money game before. We are well versed in the hospital routine. We just weather things out, relying on each other, and we always come through, and it seems we have once again. Things look to be calming back down. My dad is healing up perfectly from his surgery (he got to drive us back from the coast today, and godamn my fingers still hurt from holding on so tight). So we get to take a break from.....shittiness.

As for personal changes, I have had a few. Pretty big ones too..... no really. For example: I have a pretty good idea of what I'm going to do for my future. Which is about as significant and mind blowing as an elephant shitting a Buick. I've never had a clue about what I wanted to do, career wise. I'm extremely excited about the possibilities. I just hope everything works out to where I am able to go through with it. As for what it is... that's for another time. I don't want to go proclaiming something and then have something fall through.

Another thing I've noticed about time is how much one can grow.... or whatever it is that makes you look back at yourself and just shake your head. With a blog that's really easy. I read some of this stuff I've written and, man, it's hard to think that this was going though my head at one time. Also makes me wonder about the motivation behind some of it. Oh well though, I obviously felt the need to write it at the time, so I'll keep it there, for amusement or otherwise.

Also, that pic of me with the guitar is just damn funny. My hairline rules.