Second Comings.....lol.

Isn't it funny how in, what seems like a small amount of time, so many things can happen and change.

So far 2005 has been a stressful one. Imagine that. In just a few months everything from financial ruin to major surgery has been thrown at my family. My family is a tough one, though. We've done the no money game before. We are well versed in the hospital routine. We just weather things out, relying on each other, and we always come through, and it seems we have once again. Things look to be calming back down. My dad is healing up perfectly from his surgery (he got to drive us back from the coast today, and godamn my fingers still hurt from holding on so tight). So we get to take a break from.....shittiness.

As for personal changes, I have had a few. Pretty big ones too..... no really. For example: I have a pretty good idea of what I'm going to do for my future. Which is about as significant and mind blowing as an elephant shitting a Buick. I've never had a clue about what I wanted to do, career wise. I'm extremely excited about the possibilities. I just hope everything works out to where I am able to go through with it. As for what it is... that's for another time. I don't want to go proclaiming something and then have something fall through.

Another thing I've noticed about time is how much one can grow.... or whatever it is that makes you look back at yourself and just shake your head. With a blog that's really easy. I read some of this stuff I've written and, man, it's hard to think that this was going though my head at one time. Also makes me wonder about the motivation behind some of it. Oh well though, I obviously felt the need to write it at the time, so I'll keep it there, for amusement or otherwise.

Also, that pic of me with the guitar is just damn funny. My hairline rules.